He's the kind of guy who wouldn't give you a minute of his life.

I used to think that loyalty is the most important thing. Now, I see that loyalty has its own bag of obligations.

I may change my mind later but at this time, you know what, I can't keep my mouth shut when my heart is open. Truth sucks and it hurts.

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"You don't have to justify her action."

"I'm not. I'm trying to figure out what is going on in her mind."

I seem to have the habit of "making excuses" for people whose action goes against the norm, or so it appears to some friends. In reality, I am not making excuses. I'm just trying to understand.

It upsets me when people claim that I am making justification. Well, excuse me, who died and gave you the rights to condemn everyone stupid or evil? Human's action has its reason. No one thinks that they are bad or evil. Everybody thinks they are doing the right things.

People, in general, break my heart. Honestly.

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I'm sorry. Is it just me or is Superman an ash-hole. Yes, he saved the world, many times. But that is to feed his egotistical I-got-the-power narcissistic glands. I am the hero, all hail to Super-Me!

Unless it involved his status as The Man Who Saved the World, or that little saucy love interest of his, Superman would hid under the mask of the boring nobody Clark Kent. Superman, my friends, is a selfish bastid.

And need I remind you that most of Superman's "bad guys" are also Super Suckers from the Other Planets, brought to you by Superman, himself.

Then again, what the f*ck do I know about Superman?

Man, I'm in a foul mood.

I guess it's hard when you find that your superhero is actually an uncaring immature egomaniac.

I hate it when I found out that someone I admired is also a human being with all its glory and flaws. Which means they are no better than me. Which means I can be better than them. Which means I am Superior. Which means I'm being judgmental. Which means I'm also human. Which means I'm no better then them. You see where this is going?

I am a thrashing wounded animal, right now.