Ladies and gentlemen, welcome back to Midgard.
Hello New Year!!!
My, oh my, such excitements in the air! Can you feel the dynamic of fate? Like, the electric current running through my veins.
Sorry, I haven't lurked out earlier. Did you miss me? Because I am a-hella miss you folks. I'm not quite sure what was going on during this New Year, but what ever it was, freaked me out to the 7th degree. I'm not very comfortable with changes – especially changes that I cannot predict the outcome - and during the New Year period, there were way too much changes going on in the air. It made me uncomfortable.
People smiled and greeted each others last week with, "Happy New Year!" I looked at them sideways and thought, "What is so gosh-darn good about it?" I guess I was having the "New Year's Blue".
I celebrated the count-down at Disneyland, the happiest place on earth. I guess I was looking for a miracle, an instant super black-to-white change. Well, nothing changes after the count-down, none that I can see, at least. Nothing changes on the New Year's Day either.
So, instead of letting myself turned into the gloomy Eeyore, I told myself to shut down and go lie low in my own personal space for a while because the promises of the New Year with all things getting new all bright and shiny beginning was just inconceivable to me. I was hoping that the world would show it to me. It didn't. I was disappointed.
I guess I wasn't ready to make an update either, but before I let it get to the point where I cannot do an update because there is too much to say, I think it would be best if I lurked out from my subconscious - the underworld, my own special hell, etc. - for a moment to say hi to you guys and at least say hello to the two-double-zeros-seven!
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I am torn between wanting to talk and not wanting to talk, at the same time.
My, oh my, such excitements in the air! Can you feel the dynamic of fate? Like, the electric current running through my veins.
Sorry, I haven't lurked out earlier. Did you miss me? Because I am a-hella miss you folks. I'm not quite sure what was going on during this New Year, but what ever it was, freaked me out to the 7th degree. I'm not very comfortable with changes – especially changes that I cannot predict the outcome - and during the New Year period, there were way too much changes going on in the air. It made me uncomfortable.
People smiled and greeted each others last week with, "Happy New Year!" I looked at them sideways and thought, "What is so gosh-darn good about it?" I guess I was having the "New Year's Blue".
I celebrated the count-down at Disneyland, the happiest place on earth. I guess I was looking for a miracle, an instant super black-to-white change. Well, nothing changes after the count-down, none that I can see, at least. Nothing changes on the New Year's Day either.
So, instead of letting myself turned into the gloomy Eeyore, I told myself to shut down and go lie low in my own personal space for a while because the promises of the New Year with all things getting new all bright and shiny beginning was just inconceivable to me. I was hoping that the world would show it to me. It didn't. I was disappointed.
I guess I wasn't ready to make an update either, but before I let it get to the point where I cannot do an update because there is too much to say, I think it would be best if I lurked out from my subconscious - the underworld, my own special hell, etc. - for a moment to say hi to you guys and at least say hello to the two-double-zeros-seven!
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I am torn between wanting to talk and not wanting to talk, at the same time.
posted by Whitney @ 5:30 PM
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