I'm not a bad person. I'm only a necessary evil.

I'm not quite sure if I am in apathy or am I just pretty much disinterest in the world.

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I feel like I want to suck the life out of someone right now. Seriously.

O motivation, wherefore art thou?

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Dear annoying secret object of my obsession,

I cannot figure you out. Your actions intrigued – and troubled – me at the same time. You are so annoying I can't stop thinking about you. You are the source of my agitation. Stop being so annoying!

I don't even think I like you. You're not my type and your line of thoughts is odd, according to me. Stop being such a nuisance and cease this intriguing/mysterious stuff immediately. I no longer want you in my head. I am not in love with you (I'm only curious) and it will be wiser (and probably better for the both of us) for me not to.

You disturb my calm.

Peskipixie Pesternomi!