Information overload

Sometimes, I feel like I inhaled information too fast. There are so much out there: different viewpoints, different theories, different believes. Each has its own supports. Each has its own backings. Each has its own weak points and downfalls.

It constantly changes the way I see things, the way I understand things, how I make senses of the world. When information came in too fast, it cause all sorts of kerfuffle because information, most times, do not match up well from different sources. Everything is full of contradictions.

Everything changes, yet through these changes, there are constants to the equation. So, everything remains constant while it is changing. I think that's a load of bull sh*t if you care to know. It does not make sense.

Anyway...

I am extremely confused at life right now. Just when I thought I got it figured out and I can operate in an easy cruising mode, life decided to smacked me upside the head.

And there I go, losing my center again.

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You know, some people have the ability to self-guide. I am not one of those people. I need guidance, someone to point me in a certain direction, and I need guidance more than ever right now. I'm spinning out of control and I don't know whether I'm coming or going anymore.0

It is stupid, I know. But I need someone to be my anchor, someone to ground me to the physical world. I have the habit of floating into subconscious and I'm afraid that one day, I will be so wrap up in my own head that I won't be able to find my way back to the 'real world'.

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And now, useless quiz. Because it distracts me from the Suck-o-life and it amuses my brain.

whitney -- [noun]: A person who laughs at anything (even this entry) 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com