PEACE LOVE AND UNITY

Don't you blink when I shake hands with you. You don't know what these damn hands can do.

Monday, October 31, 2005

Gorram if I do, gorram if I don't!

I looked at you, and I'm giving you attitude.
I don't look at you, an I'm ignoring you.

I gave you my opinion, and I'm bad lipping.
I don't give you my opinion, and it's back to attitude.

What in the gorram facial expression, do you effing wnat from me, exactly?

Friday, October 21, 2005

I'm only human, after all.

You know? I can be mean and sarcastic. Yes, I do it out of hate.

However, this is what I don't get.

You are being mean and sarcastic and you claimed that is in the light of "fun." You hurt people. People you don't even hated on; people who you think of as your friends.

You poke and prod at their flaws, saying they would not mind because they do it, too.

Well, many people make fun of their imperfection to make up for the insecurity on that issue. You do it, too – call yourself one name or the other. That does not mean it will not hurt when others use the same label to call you.

Common sense, people. Basic. Common. Sense.

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In other words, In lights of NaNoWrimo, I picked up another quasi-bicidal psychopath: Rorcs.

Rorcs, the boy who thinks his guns are living extensions of his body and death would put people in a better place.

There will be rules to the game; his own moral code of conducts. After all, I can't have him run around with homicidal and> suicidal tendencies AND no rules; he would self-destruct within the first 100 words.

My novel would shrink into a drablet.

I don't think he is afraid to die; it's the process of dying that unsettles him. He believes in quick-and-painless and tries his best to deliver at least as much. Do unto others, and all that crap. When his time comes: the quicker, the better.

Of course, there will be the usual suspects: sidekick(s), girls, villians, motives, angst, etc. Two cookie-points each time I can make any character goes, "Oh god, no." because of his action. That should be his goal in life, do things that would shock people and make their fingers twitch - hard enough to squeeze the trigger of a gun and end his misery.

We'll see. I, personally, prefer humour-adventure fiction. But if Rorcs!muse won't leave my brain, well, I will just have to write him out.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

O my viggoooo

Complimentary of imdb[dot]com!

~*~HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIGGO!!!~*~

Sometimes, I drive with my eyes open.

I walked into Starbucks this morning and the first thing the girls and boys of Starbucks told me was, "Gingerbread is here!" I said, "Right on! Pull me 6 shots and 12 pumps Gingy"

Starbucks' gingerbread syrup and I have been winter lovers for many years. It outlasted my latest boyfriend. Maybe that's what I need, Seasonal Boyfriend, one I can love passionately for about 4 months and have the rest of the year looking forward to see him again.

I followed a sky-blue VW-Bug to work. It was a Turbo-Bug. I took the park route. They are putting up Christmas lights on Christmas Lane. A bit early, if you ask me, but I like the feeling of Christmas, so, no complaints here.

An old man driving a lawnmower. I think he has iPod buds in his ear. He probably is listening to Classical.

I listened to Radar Love by Golden Earring.

At the end of the park, there were movie crews gathering together, probably discussing the line-up of the shots for the day. They were bundled up in sweaters and they have papercups of somehting steamy in their cupped-hands.

It's another day in tinsel town. A beautiful day.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

for every drop of rain that falls, a dragonfly grows

I don't know if it's the weather or hormones or what, but there is an instability rattling inside of me, like, something lost, something missing, something forgotten, or perhaps, something is changing.

It's like that charge of electricity in the sky. You see a flash of lightening, now, you are just bracing yourself with the anticipation, waiting for that roar of thunder.

It's funny, most people are afraid of the thunder where, in my opinion, it was lightening that is the deadly one.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Depends on your perspective.

3 updates in a day. I must be truely bored.

Posting your sekrits on blog. I'm not sure if I'm amused or scared. It's an outlet in an art form, I guess.

Best blog, in my opinion.

My mY, i Am iN Tr0UbLE!!1

That's it. I've just lost my mind.

NaNoWriMo, ACCOUNT ACTIVATE!!1

Well, sometimes, you just have to jump into the deep end and see how long you can hold your breath. Muahhahhahh...

I drove into the cloud. IT WAS GRATE!!

Driving to work was interesting today. I left the house when it was bright and sunny, the sunshine stabbing into my eyeballs, sharp enough to make the world went white in a few turns through the park. Lucky for me, I drove the route every day and know exactly where the turns are.

Then, about half a mile from my work, I saw thick smoke creeping toward me from downtown area. Is there a fire? From downtown?

No.

Turned out, it's fog. I see the cloud, so low, creeping toward my left, then, consumed my vehicle from the front. I drove right into it.

It was fantastic! (and pretty!)

Monday, October 10, 2005

Because I have no short-term memory

Note to self:
Mirrormask 30.09.05
Zathura 11.11.05
Casanova 25.12.05
Nanny McPhee 27.01.06

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Thursday

It is a beautiful day, here, in Southern California. The sky is blue, no sign of cloud anywhere. It's Thursday and I only have to work 3 hours tomorrow.

Drove pass the video store, Kingdom of Heaven is coming out next Tuesday, the 11th. If I ask nicely, the boy at the store usually let me take movie out the weekend before the release date. Guess it's time to pull out "the smile" again. Hee.

Also, Daniel Deronda will be on TV this Saturday. Lalala...baby Dancyyyyy!!

Monday, October 03, 2005

It's not always about Potter.

It's been many-a-few days that I haven't raved about the Scar-head. This time, also, not directly about the scar-head, it's more about the fake hair.

QUESTION: What does Draco Malfoy and Donald Trump has in common?

Click here for hint.

Still much w00bie love for the snobbery, though.

And check out the Hufflepuff Hottie! Diggory, you're forever my hero!

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BTW, is it me or is it impossible to update the blog today. >_>

Don't know what I want, but I want it now.

Sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't be here: like, an extra, the unwanted, an eyesore, a thorn on the side.

Sometimes, I felt like shit. Sometimes, worst.

Sometimes, I felt like I am. Worst.

If I'm truly capable, then, why cannot I end this?

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ETA:The fact that Blogger ate the entry and I could only remember half of it for re-write, kind of hinted to me that maybe the poetic state may not suit me well.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Be not afraid of greatness

I'm feeling poetic lately. Why is it that poetries are usually so sad and hopeless and melancholy.

I WANT DANCING POETRY!!

Oktoberfest

Muahh-ahh-ahh. October is here. I can almost smell the candy corn and pumpkin pie.

Haunted Place and Devil's night.

In the greenest of our valleys
By good angels tenanted,
Once a fair and stately palace -
Radiant palace - reared its head.
In the monarch Thought's dominion -
It stood there!
Never seraph spread a pinion
Over fabric half so fair!

Banners yellow, glorious, golden,
On its roof did float and flow,
(This - all this - was in the olden
Time long ago,)
And every gentle air that dallied,
In that sweet day,
Along the ramparts plumed and pallid,
A winged odor went away.

Wanderers in that happy valley,
Through two luminous windows, saw
Spirits moving musically,
To a lute's well-tuned law,
Round about a throne where, sitting
(Porphyrogene!)
In state his glory well-befitting,
The ruler of the realm was seen.

And all with pearl and ruby glowing
Was the fair palace door,
Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing,
And sparkling evermore,
A troop of Echoes, whose sweet duty
Was but to sing,
In voices of surpassing beauty,
The wit and wisdom of their king.

But evil things, in robes of sorrow,
Assailed the monarch's high estate.
(Ah, let us mourn! - for never morrow
Shall dawn upon him desolate!)
And round about his home the glory
That blushed and bloomed,
Is but a dim-remembered story
Of the old time entombed.

And travellers, now, within that valley,
Through the red-litten windows see
Vast forms, that move fantastically
To a discordant melody,
While, like a ghastly rapid river,
Through the pale door
A hideous throng rush out forever
And laugh - but smile no more.
-Edgar Allan Poe